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Tea ([personal profile] themorbidsocialite) wrote2025-07-08 02:02 pm
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The Stoat Insists

 For once, a guest did not have to find Tularemia. Instead, Tularemia found the guest, scampering up to the Tailor and immediately ramming into their ankle. She hissed as she grabbed the edge of their sock, tugging with all her might in the direction she came. There was nothing that could halt this courier from her self-appointed rounds; not rain nor sleet nor heat of day. If Tularemia decided that the Tailor was needed, then she would stop at nothing to retrieve the Tailor.

She was, though, wearing her new ribbon, so she may have had to pause to let that be applied, but her every pause ended eventually!

Tularemia had sprinted through hoards of hungry bats (perhaps snatching one as a snack in return), across puddles of moonish water with care, behind allies and away from cats, over rooftops and even across hats and heads. All to get to the Tailor.
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[personal profile] theanachronistictailor 2025-07-09 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
The smile reappeared and the Tailor nodded. Yes, they'd been right then--the Socialite was reluctant to share their plans, if any. That... it didn't necessarily sting, and it didn't have any right to. Both of them had allowed each other their secrets, from first day. The Tailor would let it lie, even if a little piece of them that hoarded secrets wanted to pry and pry. They'd leave it be for now. In the meantime, they stood to full (if diminutive) height and returned to the kitchen door.

Ah. They tsked, expecting to find Tularemia indignant at being left behind. "Now, it's not my fault if you can't keep up," they teased as they pulled it open, "and besides, the biting was very impolite."
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[personal profile] theanachronistictailor 2025-07-09 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Surprised, the Tailor managed not to stumble as the lampcat twisted around their calves, and they hand, which had already lowered to offer to what they had presumed was a wayward stoat, now pressed to cool and wet fur, silky smooth.

"Hello," they said a little haltingly, "You're a very friendly one, aren't you, then?"

An old memory of cat-chasing passed them by. They brushed their hand across the length of the animal in greeting, and cautiously stepped over the Taph to navigate the kitchen and fetch the cream and sugar, making sure to close the icebox as they did. Their hand was cold and damp now, and with a grimace they kept away from the doorway they wiped it on their already damp trousers.

"Do you know any secrets, then?" they asked the creature as they passed through the door again, half-joking. "Any hints you might whisper to me about our mutual friend?"

Sugar and cream were set on the low table, in Mori's reach to prepare as they liked.
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[personal profile] theanachronistictailor 2025-07-09 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"Two sugars as well," they said with a crooked smile, choosing to finally sit in the armchair. It settled around them in a way that felt familiar and nearly correct, even if the size swamped them a little. Their hands fell into their lap.

"You know, I don't think I've properly... sat down, without having work to do, for several days now. I almost don't know what to do with myself."
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[personal profile] theanachronistictailor 2025-07-09 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
They accepted the cup, sipping slowly and making an appreciative noise. After having so much jasmine from Sophia's and blends from Beatrice's, this was a new and welcome change. The warmth settled in their chest, even as they lowered the cup quietly to snort in an unflattering manner at Mori's expense.

"I've tried reading, a little, but I've always struggled with it. Letters sit still, but I don't. I find I'm always restless." Their gaze lowered and they frowned, voice dropping to a more serious timbre even without their meaning to. "And when I sleep, there are dreams. Even before class, there are dreams. If anything, the ones I have after class are... I don't know." They shook their head. "But if the earlier incident is any indication," they glanced up to Tularemia, and a curl drifted into their face from the motion, "then I should accept you're right."

They tried to tuck the loose curl back, looking back to Mori. "But it's..." their eyes roamed across his face as they looked for the words. "When I want something, when I have a goal, everything in me just wants to run at it. I have to grab it with both hands. Does that make any sort of sense?"
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[personal profile] theanachronistictailor 2025-07-10 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
"It does," the Tailor said, but they were frowning like they weren't happy about it. Their hunts did have pursuit to them, and waiting in the dark, still as death, and it did force them to be patient. They were markedly better about it then, though there were times where they wanted to force the issue. Every type of prey called for a different kind of attack.

And, to make it worse, there was an appeal to the artist in them, the one that studied, improved their stitchwork, bettering their skill. If they kept at it, if they just...

That Mori had used such a fitting analogy, and then a comparison, both which they could understand stung a little--not in a bad way. It just meant being seen. They couldn't ignore it.

And they didn't have anyone. To that last point, they were alone--unmarried, much to a certain Barrister's dismay, or more than anything married to their work. As for trust--

"A good thing I am staying over this evening," they joked, "spouse's orders."

They cleared their throat, took another fortifying sip from the cup. "So!" The fellow said brightly, trying for lightness. "You know what my madness is. Have you decided you'll tell me yours? For class, that is." They closed their eyes, already braced for another deflection, and then decided to try to get ahead of it. "You told me once not to ask after what haunted you, and you kept my own secrets in turn. I can honor if there are things you won't or can't share, if only you just said as much. Say so, and I'll leave it be, and keep poking at your expense about this 'adoption' business."

It was meant to be a joke. An out. They were already expecting refusal.
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[personal profile] theanachronistictailor 2025-07-10 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
Their gaze dropped to their cup, and then the Tailor drained it and set it down on the table to give Mori their full attention. No more avoidance from them.

"You're right. We never found it frightening; those who learned taught the others that the Boatman was kind. The thing to fear was the constabulary. They could make you hurt without death ever touching you. With that said," they continued seriously, sitting back with their arms crossed, "I know the Surface is... different in that regard."

Their eyes scanned the floor. "There was a woman who chose to line her mausoleum with mirrors and her coffin with sunlight. It kept her from rising again. Didn't want to deteriorate, I was told."

They closed their eyes and shook their head. "I don't pretend to understand more," they admitted. "Just that you don't wake up. Just that light itself keeps you from waking up. It's a concept I still haven't wrapped my mind around, because I don't know its shape."

They'd only killed a man properly once. Well, twice. But Feducci had reappeared, whole and hail. The other one... They tried not to think about it often.
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[personal profile] theanachronistictailor 2025-07-10 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
A hand pressed to the Tailor's mouth as the Socialite--as Doctor Mementomori spoke. They thought of Tomb Colonies, of old thin hands wrapped in bandages, faces hidden. Thought of the lively energy still in each and every one of them, living and breathing and dancing.

A body like that with no spirit? Mori was right. They couldn't envision it. Their scope was so small. They were lacking, their single experience from a man who was in his prime, whose body was healthy, and they hadn't stayed to see what would happen after.

They followed Mori's gaze, and while their eyes caught on on the chest (a small chest, really), the words were what caused a cold pain to slip between the Tailor's ribs.

They couldn't explain it. The hand on their mouth pressed to their breastbone instead, knuckles braced there and trying to soothe while their friend's back was turned.

"Your singular goal," they murmured in recollection. "You said you were blinded by memory, earlier."

("We want to warm the pot so when we pour in the water, it doesn't shatter in your hands." Like teaching a child why to do something that seems silly, but has good reason.)

"How long have you been--" they didn't know how to finish the question. They shook their head and rubbed their chest again. What to say? When they could barely grasp the edges of the picture? They'd never had someone who died permanently. Not anyone they knew, anyway. They'd never known their parents, assumed them dead, ignored the very real chance those people were alive and just had not wanted them, and all they'd known was an impermanence. Loss was only ever a choice of someone choosing to leave you behind. This wasn't like that.

They closed their eyes. That feeling from earlier had returned, like they were a wrong thing in a place. "And this is why you were in the class for it. To see if you could manipulate it for this." Their tone was without emotion. Sympathy would be like pity, like condescension. And the thing they were feeling was too difficult to describe, but whatever it was, it was too self-absorbed and they wanted no part of it.

"Do you want to talk about her?"

It felt like an intrusion.
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They... reminded Mori of their daughter. Mori had 'grown unfairly attached'.

The pain in their chest grew more cavernous. Their jaw was tight. Something threatened to crush them, and so the Tailor did what they'd done from the beginning to bear pain:

They reshaped the bloody narrative and turned that hurt into fuel. Forced their softness back and pulled up their fierceness. Not a wall, just another facet: the one that understood drive. "If there is anything I truly understand, it's having a force propelling you forward despite all other rejections and failures. No matter what anyone thinks, or how they tell you it's not yours to have or take. If it's a crime, then whoever made the rules can hang."

If Mori were to look, they'd find a dark expression, something like anger but with sharp focus. Bitter, but careful. In their direction, but not aimed at them. The Tailor was thinking, fingers laced together in front of their face. Their teeth ground together.

"You'll crack this. If you know what you want and it drives you, then only time can stop you. I don't pretend to know much about the Red Science, or Correspondence, but I know your combinations with the language are already brilliant and potent."

Something was drifting through their skull, an old song sung on rooftops, but they couldn't place it. They'd need to think on it.

They closed their eyes, and though very little else on their face changed, that dark look was immediately gone.

"She sounds like she made you very, very happy. I'm sorry."
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Not the first to know this secret, either. That was reasonable. That was understandable. It should be enough that it was given freely and without coercion or force. The Tailor rubbed a hand over their face. The thing in their chest was an old familiar ache now, fed by their flare of anger and drive. It settled.

"Probably wise to lie, yes. I'll support it where I need to, obviously. I won't say I wish you told me sooner, but... You went into the marshes without a hunter and dealt with a wolf. Despite being married to a hunter who knows your goals. Mori..."

They wouldn't scold, and they wouldn't feel slighted. But they were a hunter too, they assumed Mori's partner had been able to tell on sight. Tularemia most certainly did. Trusted now with vital information, it was better to be useful prevent further mess.

"Please, should you need to do something so dangerous again, call on me. You have an ally with that regard."

Their hands dropped from their face. There was a real weariness now in their dark eyes. And that blasted song was still in their head, but they couldn't remember all the words.

"May I have some more tea?"
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[personal profile] theanachronistictailor 2025-07-10 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
They accepted their cup and grimaced into it. "Speaking plainly is difficult at the best of times, when you can't tell how a person would react to your words. It's all implication with most people." Their scowl fell, eyes on the low table between them.

"There's expectation and misunderstanding. Am I a hunter that works as a tailor for a pastime? Am I a tailor who hunts as a hobby?" They shook their head. "It isn't one or the other. But to claw up society, one has to look the part. You know that."

The Tailor lightly angled the cup this way and that, watching the tea swirl round in it. "It's obvious if you know what to look for. But most people don't think to look. Not to mention a tailor isn't meant to be so..." they sighed and shook their head again, this time with real embarrassment. "So noticeable."

They'd really need to work on that.

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[personal profile] theanachronistictailor 2025-07-10 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"But that's it, isn't it? The work is the thing that is recognized. The hand itself. The craftsman becomes known for that, not for--" They gestured, nearly sloshed their cup, and correctly sheepishly with a sip. They closed their eyes, and when they opened them, began again.

"You have to be able to control what people think about you. You have to know where to be subtle, so that when you decide to become noticeable, you make the biggest impact. And," they added, "if people aren't looking for you, if they don't see you, you learn more. You hear more secrets. How does a pickpocket get through a crowd in Spite? He looks like anyone else. How does a tailor make a piece for a client? They learn their measurements, their tastes and preferences, their dislikes, and if that body changes from something like weight gain or Shapeling Arts, a tailor is discrete enough not to draw attention to it. But they know."

They didn't know if they were making any sense. It was complicated.

"And... when I'm myself..."

("I'm not a pleasant person.")

"When I was a child, I was always middling of the bunch. I slipped by without attention drawn to me." Henry went off with the Face, the Gracious Widow selected sweet Gemma, Peter was adopted, and A-- "If I wasn't outright impossible, anyway. The lesson I came away with was that I should control when I'm noticed, and how I'm noticed, in which way. And yes, I know that sounds impossible and I can't control every small thought a person has on me, but I want to draw people's attention with the work I do, and not the person I am. The work is enough that people should know of me."
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[personal profile] theanachronistictailor 2025-07-11 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
A worn and weary smile. Mori was always trying to understand, and impart advice, and for that they were grateful. They felt like, maybe, the Socialite didn't feel he had much opportunity to share of themself so much with others.

Or Mori was still in the habit of acting like a parent trying to gently guide a child. The smile fell in degrees, and they hid it behind their cup.

"I appreciate it. I wonder if, maybe, your rambling is an indication of you needing rest?" It was a light tease, but the hour was growing a little late. "Neither of us may have an assigned bedtime, but we both could at least do with a few hours of trying to pretend we're sleeping."

Yes, honestly after sitting in one spot for so long with little more than a cup of tea in their hands for distraction, the Tailor was finding the long hours of working and studying were finally trying to catch up to them. They didn't yawn, but they could feel the heaviness of the topics behind them sinking into their bones. They thumbed under an eye persistently.

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